Continued 1&2 | November 7th

How do I build up a balance sheet, I thought after 2 weeks of acting like a headless chicken. My family had made a lot of effort all this time to calm me down, but stubborn as I was and of course used to it: I'll do it myself! I continued to exhaust myself completely. Had my family not been there, I think the process would have taken even longer and might not have ended well. We come from a generation: work hard, don't whine,